There are some of you who are to be generals leading this next move of God but have been deeply wounded by situations in the past. You feel stuck. God is NOT going to wave a magic wand to re engage your heart with His. The disengagement wasn’t on His end, but yours. He is looking for your YES to Him again. Through your YES He will begin to wash away all the remaining pain and distance of the last season.
It all starts in the secret place, just you and Him. Do you remember what that felt like? He wants you to return to that place of fully being known at your core and loved abundantly simply for being you. He has no other agenda. He’s not mad at you or disappointed. He gets it. He understands the “why” behind the “what” you have done.
He wants to hold you as you flood His throne with your tears from what you have walked through in this past season.
You have blamed Him for things that He had nothing to do with and yet He was faithfully with you the whole time….every second of every day. He wants all of that mistrust and misunderstanding so He can give you His truth in exchange.
It was never a performance based relationship of “you scratch my back and I scratch yours.” You feel that you did your part in the past and He didn’t do His. You feel like you paid for a service and never received it. You feel He abandoned you when you needed Him most and it is simply not true.
This relationship is one of “you give me your heart and I give you Mine.” It’s a heart exchange and not a business contract.
Find His heart again and you will remember it and you will remember the flutter in your heart that happens when there is divine connecting happening.
He needs you to change your perspective on some things and it will bring you the life, peace, and freedom you’ve been seeking.
The place where you press into His heart and share secrets is calling to you. He is waiting and He can be trusted. He will gently resuscitate you and through you choosing to delight yourself in Him again, He will give you the desires of your heart.
Don’t get that part confused… the seeking, abiding and delighting ALWAYS comes first. He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him. That’s all He wants. Make time for Him and seek Him. He is waiting.